SICK again

Well well well, this week is supposed to be 1 week scholl term break.. but we have to attend course for 4 days!!! so what is left?? 1 day for a break before the new term starts.

All of us worked so hard for the 10 weeks, all we hope is to wait for the term break to come... but our life isn't so smooth all the time... other departments only need to come back for 1 day, or 2 days, but not for us.... 4 days!!! oh my god...

What's worse was that, for the past 1-2 weeks, i was very busy with my personal matters.... my cousin's ROM, Rod & Kelly's wedding etc... i seldom have any proper rest... Sunday was the worse as we had to get up very early, and busy for the whole night... Then yesterday 8.30am has to reach school for drama techniques course... until 5.30pm...

Yesterday when i was home, was already feeling rather uncomfortable... Mayb due to lack of rest... normally my health is always poor, so if i dun get enough rest for a few days, i'll be down with flu n other sickness....

So, last night i was feeling hot, a big headache... This morning, i wasn't feeling ok, so i sms my boss, informing him that i'll b absent for the day, won't be getting any MC as i still has medicine at home. or to be more precise, let me sleep for 1 whole day, n i'll feel much ok.... But later on, he sms me that big boss said i must produce an MC, as the course is considered as an official event.. Though i dun really understand why must produce MC as this is a holiday break, and yet we r back for course... so i went to the clinic to see the doc...

The doc said that my throat has inflammed again, and down with flu... coz keep sneezing n things like that... because i was down with bad throat n voice box infammation, it's just a month ago matter, so the doc think that i need to have more rest, n then gave me a 2-day MC to rest at home...

Actually i was just hoping to rest for today, n go back to the course tmr, but who knows the doc gave me 2 days, so ok loh... can take the chance to rest at home... i was hoping for the term break to come, but this term break wasn't a break for us at all.... We are all so sad that we dun even have a proper rest. i just think that, after fighting so long, all we want is a short break... Having supple rest, it makes us more energetic to go on fighting when the new term starts... You see? we can't even go for a short getaway.... Cannot always like this one mah.... every year like that... So xianzzz.... But, at least, i can get to rest at home for these 2 days, then thur just go for the other sharing session, and i can really sleep at home.... Please dun organise so many programmes for us during the holidays liao, can????

Roderick & Kelly's Wedding @ Marina Mandarin 11-03-07

BLISSFUL MARRIAGE TO RODERICK & KELLY!!

It's a very busy week not just for me, but for the xiong dis, jie meis, n of course the main casts in the wedding... Roderick n Kelly

11th March is not just their wedding day, but also Kelly's birthday... i was invited by this best friend of mine to be the emcee for their big day.... n my partner for the night, was Peter....

I felt that i wasn't that great during the dinner... i would 'eat screw'... mayb a bit nervous... strange hoh, talking in front of pupils n talking to audience is a totally different experience and feeling....

It was a long day for all of us who r involved in their big day.... n today they had went for their honeymoon... will be hoping they r happy having their honeymoon!!!

I know from now onwards, it's another stage of life for them, and both of them will treasure each other, n love each other as much as they love their ownself.... being together for 7 years isn't easy.... Have to fight through the storms and waves in their life and relationship, and how to maintain a relationship is a big knowledge to acquire as well..

Having the courage to take the 1st step to another stage of a relationship isn't easy at all.... Have to consider and plan.... I'm glad they r married now... Though i may not know if this couple will visit my blog, but i still want to hope and wish them a blissful marriage, and may them be happy forever!!!!

Movie: Just Follow Law

I was rather enthusiastic to watch this movie when i saw the posters in the cinemas.... bcoz the story was about 2 government servants, Gurmit Singh n Fann Wong.. What catches my attention was mayb bcoz of the 'government servant' words.....

There wasn't any1 accompanying me to watch the show... luckily today my cousin Liling asked me if i wana catch this show together.... So i agreed!!!

The show was rather funny at some parts.... though i do agree that some of their points were rather right.... Everything also must use black n white... n the process of doing things r sometimes long.... Everything use email to communicate..... n etc.....

Fann sacrificed her image to dress up differently.... But i think it's a good try.... can't always act so pretty mah isn't it?? Have a change in image in acting roles sometimes do help....

I really admire Jack Neo's directing skills.... he is quite a talent... he always make movies that reflect out some of the characteristics of the S'pore society.... it can also make us reflect n think... I watched almost all the movies that he made.... Really not bad.... It's very local.... Suit all S'poreans to watch...

My 25th Birthday

well well well, i turned 25 a few days ago... whenever New Year is coming, it also means that my birthday is drawing near as well....

I met up with some of my good friends, Kelly, Jas, Rod, Jie En.... Last thur after a bad day in school, i met up with Kelly, Rod n Jasline @ JP....

Every year, we met up to celebrate one another's birthday... They bought me a cake, n of course present lah... haha....

We love to take photos... whenever we meet up, we would surely take some photos... Kelly said, when we grow old, we will have a lot of photos to look at n think about the past... That i agree totally...

Bong was meeting his friends for movie that day after his work... So he came to visit us before going to find his friends..... No matter how bad i felt that day, they will always be there to comfort me n console me.... After dinner n photo taking, we went to Kelly's new house... though it's not my 1st time visiting, but Jas has not visited yet, so there we went.... We went to see their wedding photos as well....

birthday celebration is becoming simpler n simpler... mayb bcoz we started to get sensitive to numbers.... esp age... haha... but mayb it doesn't matter animore...

Worst Year for me

I'm so angry today... not really angry though... but felt helpless and stress...

I have a diff class this year, more challenging than my previous classes... This class really HOPELESS.... poor in behaviour, poor in academic, practially poor in most of the areas... i told myself to put my concentration on those cuter n smarter kids, but most of them r simply disobedient...

Is it my problem? But their form teacher also cannot tahan... I really dunno what to do with them.... in 2005, i have a class with 4 ADHD kids, but still not s bad s this class.... I'm so depressed.... I hate this year, u know? I'm dying... i cannot tahan them... it's only feb, 9-10 more months to go!! what to do?? i think i may go crazy... i need a psychiatrist....

I tried both soft n hard approach... they do afraid of me, this tigeress... but 1 minute later, the whole class go crazy again... I dunno how parents teach their children... y some children r so extreme? how can parents tahan them n let them behave the way they want?

In our generation, teachers will use their big ruler n hit our palm, twist our ears, smack our head n etc... now, we r not allowed to perform corporate punishment... can't even scold them a bit... children r all so PRECIOUS.... but please lah... the more u give way to them, the more mischievious they r... parents can simply act nothing happened... children will be the country's disaster... it won't do the country any good...

I dunno how to handle them... My duty is giving me stress too.... I'm all alone doing my duty this year... n every now n then, i have meeting... by the time the meeting ends, i have no time to eat my lunch... Most of the time, i need to bring my lunch up to the control room to eat.. otherwise i have to wait til 3pm or 3.30pm then i can eat... No 1 to assist me loh... i'm so stressed up... many things coming up n i felt devastated..

I thought this year might be better for me, but who knows, workload is much more than last year's... Both departments want to dry me up.... i can't stand stress u know? i'll fall sick easily... can u imagine, now is week 6, but my voice has not fully recovered!!! I wish to change co-core, but was rejected... but i can't take so much stress, i have headache recently... n i dunno who to turn to... i dun dare to tell bosses about that.... N i dunno what to do....

it's just the 2nd month of the year... n i think i'm living in hell.... can 2007 pass more smoothly for me?

Dinner Date with best pal in NIE

I hate Mondays... esp this monday... coz this morning 8.30am, i have to be present at MOE auditorium for a meeting... Then still have to rush to school for lessons... N Monday has the most tiring timetable... After lessons, i went to meet my best friend, Jie En, in NIE, to JP for dinner... It's because to pass me my birthday present...

Every year, during my birthday week, she'll meet up with me to have a meal together, n oso to update one another's recent matters.... We r all so busy... rarely have the time to meet up.. but during our birthdays, we would pick a day to meet n eat....

We can have any talk under the sun... N she's always very supportive... Her cheerful character always brightens up my day, esp when i'm down... Soon, she'll be graduating to start her teaching career... Let me think what to buy for her birthday in April... well, Jie En, u will watch my blog!!! so i shall make it a secret 1st! though i have something in mind already, but i'll still look around n c how lah... haha...

Happy Birthday to Jasline!!!

Yesterday, me, kelly, rod met up with our precious birthday gal, Jasline.... Just like previous years, we would always meet up to eat together to celebrate 1 another's birthday...

It has been 12 years!! Wow, how time flies... Look back, we had aged... We r in our mid 20s liao.. So stress...

Whenever we meet up for Jas's birthday date, i'll start worrying for mine... coz mine is just a week after hers... Something to be laughed at... when we were in our 15s, we wished that we can reach the age of 18 asap.. when we were 18, we hoped we can be 21... But when we reach 21, we started to get worried... esp until our mid-20s, oh my god... it's worrying...

In our mid-20s, we started to receive 'red bombs'... it's quite scary... this year will receive quite a number of wedding invitation cards... On the other hand, people not married like us will start to sweat... Well, please let me convince myself not to think so much... i kept telling myself, 'the saddest is over'.... So, just not make me cry or disappointed animore.. please....

Though Jas' beau isn't around to celebrate her birthday with her, as he is away for training... but i blif, n i oso pray, my best friend can always be so happy.... Happy birthday Jas!!!