They were my best friends, all thanks to CSS, who made us meet.. Kelly n Jas were my secondary school classmates since Sec1.. all e way to sec5...
Jas was e 1st friend whom i knew in CSS... we sat together on e 1st day of school.. Haha...
Jas' bday is 1 week b4 mine.. so we met up for dinner on Tues, together with Kelly. Didnt ask my secretary Gladys... bcoz she stayed quite far from us, so didnt ask her..
We had a great chat.. We were just so close, going to be friends for 2 decades, can u imagine?? 2 more years n our frdship will mark into e 2nd decade. time flies, really!
If it's not for CSS, we would never meet. I treasure my frdship with them, all bcoz they r very real.. We can talk abt anything under e sun, and we r frank towards one another...
Though recently we r all busy, tat we had not met up for quite some time.. Shld start our TABLE gathering soon..
没有人是绝对完美的,那若是如此,就没有必要骄傲.
人,可以自豪,但不是骄傲,不是炫耀.
在我所知道的事实是,真正有本事,真正富有的,是非常含蓄低调的.
为什么我们的身边时常出现那些傲慢,自以为是的人呢?事实上,这些是所谓破坏"行情"的人.这些是属于"半天吊"的人.的确有些出色,的确有些钱,但不属于名副其实.我周围有几个真的富有,真的聪明能干,但他们宁愿低调,不嚣张.
我们这种平凡到不行的人呢?往往羡慕旁人,甚至嫉妒.后来经过多次"磨练",我终于有了新的领悟.我发现,虽然自己平凡无比,但我还是有些优点是那种人期盼不到的..他们也会有某个地方羡慕我的.
这些迫不及待炫耀的人,其实是内心自卑的..我们应该可怜他们才对...我们平凡,但平凡得自豪..不是因为没有东西可以拿出来炫耀,而是觉得没有那个必要...我们所拥有的平凡,他们肯定没有.. 互相羡慕就好,不用绞尽脑汁想,到底可以拿出家里的什么来向他人炫耀...
我觉得我先生,虽是一个再平凡不过的男人,但他从未想过要向别人炫耀些什么... 他是潮州人,但没有潮州人的骄傲...
做人总的来说,还是脚踏实地... 好高务远的性格绝对要丢弃.. 可能是人的本性,好强是证明给别人看说自己有多出色... 我不喜欢阿谀奉承,我更厌恶自相残杀... 人们原本可以和睦相处,不用做小人... 但现实毕竟残酷,现实是现实... 每个人为了自己,不惜牺牲他人... 安分守己,相当重要... 知足,多好... 我要警戒自己... 知足...
After eating medicine last night, i slept early, but when morn i got up, i was worried... all bcoz i had a weird dream... which i remembered clearly even though i got up...
it was regarding hubby n me... dreamt tat hubby got himself a lover... n wats worse was, the lover was pregnant with his child... wat made me unhappy was, the lover was fatter than me, looks wise was lower than average...
in e dream, i was mad.. with no argument nor fighting, i went to in laws' house n brought my sons away. told my in laws what hubby did, n said i wanted a divorce... i told them, u guys can forget about getting us back, definitely no turning back for him... Jaden n Javier are going to b with me no matter what...
I had a hard time working to earn as much $$ as possible to keep us 3 full... it was a nightmare... i never expected to dream something so ridiculous.
I told hubby about the dream. I told him to reassure me that he still loves me... He said i was thinking far too much.
Although i dunno y i would dream something like tat, but e feeling wasn't good. Many ppl will tell me how good hubby is, but i can b sure of is, when some1 wants to betray their spouse, they will.. regardless what kind of person he/she is... of course i do not wish such thing to happen... i am quite sure that if, hubby were to really do that, i will definitely react e same way as i were in e dream... i will bring my sons away.. dun ever dream to fight with me for any of them. i would never let any of my son to leave me... I think I really need to see a psychologist soon.. such brain has been bugging me since i'm preg with Javier.. no improvement at all... i think something is wrong with me..
I think I am really blessed that both my children are of the same gender.. I am feeling more appreciative now, especially when Javier is growing up, learning to walk n talk..
He can play together with korkor Jaden, n sometimes they can really play ball together n laugh out loud together...
Of course, sis n bro can also be so happy n playing together... but whenever i see them, i feel that yes, same gender oso good... they can share everything, anything.. boy n girl somehow still have some 'distance'..
There r times when they cannot get along well. Jaden will b so angry with Javier that he will cry n ask me to carry Javier away from him. Javier will also b mad at korkor that he will keep pointing at Jaden n cry.. somehow complaining about korkor.
We teach Jaden to talk to Javier. When he need something from didi, he must ask didi to give korkor. We also teach Javier to learn to share n listen to instructions. Javier will pass it to Jaden at times. There will b times that Jaden will b so mad that didi refused to listen to him.
Dun expect any peace when there r more than 1 child at home. Sure quarrel n fight. Luckily Jaden is a gentle boy.. or else i think Javier is going to b in deep shit. Javier needs to learn more how to b a better boy.
They will sayang each other when they r in good relations. Javier somehow seemed to b harsher, thus scaring off Jaden at times. Though sometimes i do feel that it is a regret not having a girl, but a sibling for Jaden is really v good, gender not impt animore. But mayb in this case, a didi is more suitable for Jaden. Jaden is more aware that there is 1 more person in his life, n that is didi.
I don't dare to desire much, i only hope they can b support to each other, love each other, n learn to take care of each other. They r e reasons for us to live on. I want to see them growing up happily n healthily.
I think i need some time to adjust to work life.. Haha.. after having a break from end Nov to end Dec.. Haha... Mayb partly bcoz of the HK trip, i am just not ready for work!
Javier was sick on e 1st week of my work.. ended up me catching his bug on e 2nd wk of work.. 2 days mc bcoz of bad running nose. Javier took more than 1 week to recover... thus making me more tired than ever.
He couldn't sleep well.. blocked nose, cough, fever.. every 2-3hr ended up whining n crying. last Sat he had bad rashes on e body.. Doc said was infection.. But luckily, he recovered fully this week.. phew...
Workload this year, i can say.. is a little better than last year. I have no much projs on hand this year... no much jobs for me. timetable wise, is worse than last year...
It's a brand new year... It's still a long way down e road to the end.. oppsss... just e start n now i am thinking of the end of e year. Oppppsss...
This year's CNY, we will b spending in Spore... our 1st time, n i hope it'll b a smooth n enjoyable one for us... How i wish i can just spend 1 or 2 days, just to lie down on e bed n do nothing.... haha.. i koe it is impossible.. just let me dream...
Well, 1st week of work was over.. a 3-day working week for the 1st week..
Mayb bcoz of resting my throat from teaching for 1mth+, i got so so so tired for these 3 days.. exhausted.. haven started my teaching yet leh.. opppsss.. haha..
More on admin work for the week, tmr i am going to start teaching for my p2.. dun wish to rush like mad like last year again!!!
my P1 this year, i think may suck my blood... see how long i will need to thumb them down.. gotta start my 'orientation' with them tmr... mayb tue/wed then start the syllabus..
Javier was sick. brought him to the doc yest.. he had slight fever, til now still abit.. running nose, blocked nose, slight cough.. a package as usual.. sucks!
I had a tiring week, n yest didnt sleep well as he dun sleep well too.. Hope tonite will b better.. hope not spread to Jaden... Jaden once kenna such package, will b quite bad...
Jaden is a good boy.. though still throw tantrums.. his term will start this wednesday... MIL will bring him as hubby needs to work.. hope he can b a better boy this year.. haha...
Pls pray for me, 2013 will b better ok?
Well, our 5th wedding anniversary has just passed 2 days ago, 30th Dec... Hubby surprised me by buying a blue rose for me.. no celebration this year as we were handling e boys. lazy to go out too..
How did we do the countdown for 2013? Sleep... slept early b4 11pm yesterday night...
Today is the start of 2013, tmr is e official day of my work... hope everything goes on smoothly for this year...
I have no new resolutions yet.. let me have some time to sit down n think about it. Haha...
Jaden will also resume his school days tmr too. Hope he will behave n b obedient. Hubby will b bringing him back n fro.. He better listen to daddy, or else he will need some caning again.. It'll b a v busy week for us.. 1st few weeks of work is always like that.. Hope i can survive loh. Tmr night still need to go fetch my bro n future SIL from their BKK trip.. Flight should b ard 11pm if not wrong, or else gotta wait til 12am.. Yawn..
Need to reach sch slightly earlier as we r having a meeting. Hope my boys can adapt me going back to work after resting for 1mth+... Good boy Jaden ok? Must b obedient. Teacher teaches what must absorb n do according. At home pls listen to daddy, ah gong n ah ma ok?
Pls do not let me go work with an unrest mind. Let me have a good start for 2013... My boys, my life. Pls be good boys. Come back i will sayang u.. =)
Jas' bday is 1 week b4 mine.. so we met up for dinner on Tues, together with Kelly. Didnt ask my secretary Gladys... bcoz she stayed quite far from us, so didnt ask her..
