Thursday, March 21, 2019

Move on with my life

Sometimes I feel very maligned when someone misunderstands me but I know deeply in my heart that I cannot please every1. I never know that someone can actually hate me so much that can remove me from his/her list & even block me.

I know I need to move on, and treat it as this person who did that to me is simply childish and immature, and after so many days and months I finally thought it through. So be it, if you want to leave my circle I wont stop you. then I also do not need to keep u in my circle too. I dun mind having 1 or 2 frds lesser.

in fact, I told myself, esp if you are half a century into life, you still behave this way it only proves 1 thing: serves you right for not being successful enough in your life. you are such a petty person that u only know how to grumble and complain about the whole world except yourself. You are an immature adult who always think yrself is the greatest and no 1 should say anything bad about yrself. You never thought that your behaviour has already caused so much poison in other people's lives and you are still so proud of yrself, not even having any sense of self reflection or guilt in your life. You only know how to push blame to others that resulted the events that happened to you esp for the negative ones. 

What has the world come to? How can some1 like you ever existed? You dun feel yourself being at any fault. Let me tell you, actually whatever has happened to you if the reflection of your lousy behaviour. You deserved it. It's not that I am trying to be sarcastic or cruel, bcoz b4 you do anything silly, did u ever thought of other's feelings? Have you ever wondered if you have hurt me too? Oh well, I should move on. Coz keeping such person in my circle will continue to bring toxic into my life, or mayb u feel the same way too, and I dun think this is what I want in life. Thank you for removing me out from your circle, bcoz I will also be doing the same thing. 

Thank you for letting me know what kind of people I want to continue keeping in my circle and thanks for waking me up. I couldn't thank u any lesser. I feel grateful that all this is over. I feel thankful that you make me realise what kind of friends is then called friends. Thank you for giving me the happy moments as well as the misery parts. This is part of my life journey and we are just passer-by in each other's life that's all. Time's up, erase it and move on.