Please do not call or SMS me to ask me what I'm writing about.. it's just my random thoughts... only those who knew will know... I have no place to vent, so i can only put it here...
i was still so excited 2 weeks ago regarding a matter... but now it's disappointment... i know some things cannot b forced, neither can we be so complacent... but i still couldn't believe that such thing can happen on me.. how can i believe it?
It's fate, i know... I've cried more than enough yest, n indeed today, my tears lessened.. In front of others, I've always been so brave n strong, but when bad things happened, u'll see me collapse... after all, i'm not as brave as u thought ya... but today, i'm rather brave... i didn't cry a lot... so much calmer as i expected...
anyway, it's over, it's over.. i know i shouldn't b thinking so much abt it anymore... I'll try to b more forward looking, after all, i still have my family, friends around to support me and encourage me.. i'll be ok, and i know i will..
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