well, after sending my dad off last month, now he's coming back!! this sat noon he'll b back in s'pore for a few days n he'll go back to taiwan again...next tues is my mum's bday... wondering if my dad can make it to have dinner wif us that day...so fast, time flies... he's been there for ard 1 month already... he has been calling home as well lah... didn't c him for quite some time.. do miss him though.... 2mrw is my last working day for PSLE marking... hope 2mrw pass asap.. can't stand the working life there... i would rather go back pei hwa n do my stuff... making my dark rings so obvious... sad man... well, 2mrw will be over soon, right?? =)
My dog, Coco, has been with us for 3 years.... n now he is 3 years too... Still remembered when he was still young... When we saw him, he was only 2 months old.. sitting in the cage in a pet shop... All the puppies were playing 2gether happily... just him alone, sitting in 1 corner, not wanting to play with them... he is the quietest among all. My sis saw him n said she wanted to get this puppy. At that time, i was in love with another Shih Tzu. But my sis insisted wanting him. The person-in-charge brought Coco out n allowed my sis to carry him. He was so tiny n cute, resting well in my sis' arms. My sis decided to get him. we had a hard time persuading my mum, as she has always hated pets. we tried all ways to convince her that how cute Coco was. N finally, after pending 4 so many years, we were allowed to buy him. I remembered clearly we paid $960. When he was in our house, he can't walk properly. Kept falling down, he was just so cute... All of us loved him a lot. We trained him to pee n poo in the toilet. Locked him in the kitchen to sleep at night, can't go other places except kitchen n balcony. Only in the day, he's allowed to walk around in the house, but strictly not our rooms. We wanted him to b trained at home, so as to when he's older, he won't pee n poo around as he likes. N so now, he relly won't. Although the beginning stage was hard. Kept scolding n punishing him. Luckily, he is a sensible puppy, even until now. although he's rather naughty at times. Many ppl who r close 2 me will know that my dog is VERY impt to me. Even if i have no $ to eat, my dog oso has 2 eat. I love him very much. so whenever i started to think that 1 day he'll leave us, i feel so sad. Bcoz he is really adorable n obedient. When we came home, he'll stand near the door n welcome us, kept wagging his tail. i can't imagine many years later, there's no dog doing such things 2 us again. Buying a new dog won't settle the bill. He's just diff from the rest. I can't train the rest like the way i trained him. The rest can't behave the same way as he is. There r just so much nice abt my puppy that i can't finish writing in the blog. I wana share wif ppl who read this blog. mayb i should separate all these info about Coco in 2 or 3 blog articles. Coz there's always new things 2 talk abt him, old things to remember abt him.
i was chatting wif my frd on msn.... talked abt some issues of the past... i can't b too specific in talking abt this in my blog....What do i really want in my life? there r simply too many things which i can't let go.... even if it had been many years... what's wrong wif me?? I duno whether isit bcoz i'm undergoing too much stress or what, that resulted me to imagine more things..... i always get headache nowadays... mayb i really think too much...Ppl always c me s a cheerful n happy-go-lucky gal... ya indeed i am... but that was b4.... the present me isn't like that animore... mayb bcoz i stepped into the working society already.... have to face a lot of reality, that changed me....Well,i always assumed myself as a gal who can handle everything well.... but now mayb i can't say that so confidently... some of the things that happened on me, are things that i can't handle.... now i can't,i blif i can't handle such matter in the future s well... some things just can't get it out of my mind... i duno how 2 handle... it's always driving me crazy..... made me think so much that resulted headache.... ppl might say,then dun think lah! but tell u ah... some things aren't just that u say u dun wana think then u can just 4get abt it.... it's not possible...i oso duno how to describe.... dun wish 2 discuss this up here.... just wana find a place to relieve my stress thats all... well, this prom is not settled.... thats y it never gets out of my mind.... there's no way 4 me to settle it.... so pessimistic right?? well, that's the present me... no longer optimistic like b4... i'm no longer the cheerful me.... thats y ppl around me can always find me in a daze out of no reason.... well.... what's really wrong??
i think i'm worn out recently. y do i say that?? just c my title n u'll know. i oso duno y.... my dark rings are getting obvious these few days.... am i imagining things or having illusions??? but nobody mentioned to me abt my dark rings....those ppl who know me very well, will koe that i'm a gal who loves to look pretty... although i'm not...... haha..... when i was in NIE, i couldn't sit tight in LT or tutorial room.... then where will i go?? of course toilet lah!!!! but y of all places, toilet?? bcoz i wana go there n see mirror mah... thats y always get scolded by my friends... haha......well, i hope my dark rings can disappear asap... i wana look prettier, tats all!!
Today is the 2nd day when dad isn't around wif us....... he left us on 30-9-05.... to taiwan for work.... he quit his previous job a few days ago.. coz he found a more prospectous job here.... but condition is,he has to leave us for some years to fight his career there... he discussed this issue with my mum... n they decided to try it out.... the flight is confirmed to be on 30th.... 30th is the celebration of children's day... it's a half day,not a teaching day... so on tues,i applied leave from my boss, so that i can send my dad off to the airport.... something sad was, my sis was unable to come wif us bcoz she's on morn shift... so, my mum, bro n me went wif him... my eldest uncle, a taxi driver, came to give us a ride to the airport... we set off at 11am.... but ard 8+..... we woke up n had breakfast 2gether..... bcoz of contract prom,dad has to come back to s'pore 1st on 30th oct.... after that,he'll leave again..... but just now when we were having breakfast wif mum, mum said that dad called her yest.... tat taiwan had tycoon.... they had 2 stop work 4 the moment.... so he called to inform my mum abt the weather over there.... well, although my dad has always been very noisy..... but when he isn't around, it seemed rather sad n bored.... esp my dog.... he seemed to wonder how come he din get to see my dad... mayb it's bcoz of blood is thicker than water, thats y no matter how he treated me in the past, i will still b filial to him... but these few years, he has been treating me well.... well, this is life..... if we dun strive when we are still able to work, we won't get the 2nd chance... so youth n time doesn't come back to us..... i oso hope i have the determination of earning more $$.... but i'm just the type of gal who is very satisfied wif current lifestyle....... oh no.......
