"Happy" Chinese New Year

2012 CNY is happy for us, n on the other side, not v pleasant too.. I dun wish to say too much here... some of my friends would koe wat i mean...

I fell sick on Wed onwards, til now... Hubby was down too... so sad.. my fever shot up to 39 degrees yest evening, n my whole head was so heavy... both hubby n I slept b4 9pm...

We were glad tat this cny period, both boys were with us.. though there were days that they din sleep well, resulting both hubby n i were extremely exhausted... but we did see their smiles n laughter!

Will b starting work tmr, i dunno if i am fit to go back or not.. but no matter wat, i still need to crawl back. the tangyuan order is waiting for me... damn, in charge of the fund raising event again this year.... but well, wat to do?? it's given n i have to do it...

This year may pass slow, coz last year was far too fast... n this year v few long weekends unlike last year. Though the starting phase for us is not gd by falling sick during cny period, but i hope my boys dun kanna from us.. we r wearing masks liao... pray hard!

I wish my family a fantastic year ahead, my boys b healthy n happy always, viruses stay away from them! my relatives a smooth year ahead, n hope to hear good news from my relatives soon.. see if we can have a dragon bb in the family or not.. my bro getting ROM next mth, which is a good news for the family! i hope my biao mei or biao sao can give us good news soon too... haha! Happy new year every1!!

Javier can flip at 4months 10 days old

Javier compared to his brother, is slightly slower in flipping over independently... n pattern also different.

Jaden flipped slightly b4 4months old, n he was v enthu in flipping. Javier is opposite. He flipped a few times n tats it. He's happier n more comfortable lying on his back.

Finally at 4 months 10 days old, Javier can flip liao. But still as i said, not v enthu compared to korkor.

It's ok... He likes to b carried, esp by me i guess... hahahaha!

Not forgetting korkor... Jaden now weighs 14.3kg n 97.5cm tall..... All i wish is, my boys are healthy n happy everyday...Soon, will be chinese new year. I hope my boys can enjoy the season n collect ang baos!

Busy 2012

I'm back to the busy days when I can have no time for lunch... wow, how long was tat when i had such busy schedule at work?

This year I'm extremely busy, with quite many duties/projects to do.. Actually, wat keeps me going, besides my boys n family who boosted me, is my wonderful colleagues.

We have 100 over colleagues in this school... Wonderful right? in some ways, it is good... we have more manpower to do things. the bad thing is, may have disputes with one another...

whenever i have unhappiness, i will tell some of my colleagues... n i am glad i have many great friends here who will never forget about me. of course there r some irritating people around us, in this occupation, yes! there are....

I think somehow it is v impt to have good colleagues around in a workplace. It makes things easier, though it doesn't help with lessen our workload. I dislike the feeling of being so restricted during worktime... i always like to chat with my colleagues, or i should say GOSSIP.. haha... There r some colleagues whom i really cannot stand. I'm sure many of them should koe my pattern. if i cannot click with u, my face shows it all.

Sometimes i get v demoralised, if it's not bcoz of these wonderful colleagues around me, i would have left long ago. But to b true, some colleagues can really b colleagues, cannot categorise them as friends. Bcoz there r also some fake people who wear a mask, or back-stabbing people. I hate such people.

So far, those around me are kind ones. I dun allow fake ppl around me... haha... I trust my intuition alot. if i dislike a person, this person must have some traits tat irks me, or this person's character has serious problems.

Phew, i count myself lucky after all... I have many helping hands n encouraging colleagues here, n i love them alot. though this year would be so busy for me, but i hope with their presence, time can pass quickly n beautifully, stress can b light heavy...

Busy week

When I started to go back to workforce last week, n i see how myself work for the 1st week of school, i've already had the feeling tat i'll b tat busy for the rest of 2012.

I'm extremely busy this week, busy til i have no time for my lunch. I'm busy doing the decor for 3 classes, piles of 'mountains' waiting for me too...

Was so unlucky yest! I was rushing to eat my lunch, so when i ate ard 1/3 of it, i have to run for my duty... tot of bringing the food up to the AV room to eat, but who koes, this clumsy mummy accidentally knocked against her desk, n the whole packet of food dropped to the floor. I was so upset! Bcoz yest was my busiest day of the week.

My duty starts at 12pm til 1.30pm. n from then i have straight 3hours of lessons to conduct which ended at 4.30... Then i gotta rush for my work etc, 5pm lesson til 6pm... come down gotta call a parent regarding their child, all e way til 6.40pm n it's time to knock off... I bought dinner for myself n mil.. By the time i reach in laws' house, i had to let my mil eat 1st as she had helped with the boys the whole day.. I was hungry, but gotta wait loh.. so i had my dinner at 8+... Hungry!

Today, i was also rushing.. ate half of my lunch... n too busy til the pack of food was left on my desk til 5pm.. by then the food turned cold n had lost all appetite to eat... n there goes my food.. n my stomach suffered...

I'll b v busy this year tats for sure.. Many projects / work for me to do... I told myself I will work hard this year, and hope the motivation will keep me going... My sons are the greatest motivation.. Tmr will be a long day for me, earliest to knock off is 9.30pm... wat a Fri! Well, tats life, if i can choose not to work, i would b glad! But of course cannot stay at home whole day 24/7 lah, part time job is ok.. but prob is, this little dream of mine is so far away from me, coz i need to face the reality. No choice...

Dear friends, do not worry abt me, I will try my best to have my meals... Just pray tat next week onwards won't b tat bad...

Javier is 4 months old!

This is e 1st wkend for 2012, my 1st wkend being back to workforce. N it's also the date when Javier turns 4 months old!

I've bought frisocrem, some purees from Heinz, all ready to welcome Javier joining the 4month old mark... Will let him try the purees next weekend onwards. Hope he will like it, just as his brother...

I let Javier try sitting on Jaden's car seat this morn. He was abit scared in the beginning, cried. But after some console from me, he didn't cry, n i could start driving to Central Park, to meet my sis for bfast at Mac.

He still couldnt' flip. But can hold on to his legs liao.. Haha... Wonder when he can flip.. mayb too heavy.. hahahahaha... But well, i will still encourage him!

CNY is coming, n the boys have their new pyjamas, new clothes to wear for CNY! Will start packing in the 3rd week of Jan, b4 we proceed back to Msia.. It'll not b strange for Jaden as he had went back every year, but it'll be Javier's 1st experience, n 1st time going on the plane. Hope he can adjust as well as Jaden tat time...

I hope to intro more food varieties for Jav this time. Jaden became v picky partly bcoz of me as I restricted many food in the beginning. Or else, we'll have headache with these 2 brothers' meals... haha... I'm glad hubby is more involved with the boys now, n i hope we will have a smooth 2012 year ahead..

It's 2012!

This is my 1st post for 2012! 2011 just passed just like tat, maternity leave has ended, n tmr will be the start of my work... I was so pleased with myself yest, tats y no time to blog, n bcoz something happened to Javier these few days, not convenient to talk over here.. sorry..

Was busy tidying up the storeroom yest.. threw away many bags of stuff.. dunno y i will keep such things inside too lah.. hahahahaha... was so glad tat now there is walking space in the storeroom loh... sweating, but the sense of satisfaction just filled up my heart! Ever since we have kids, our stuff are not as neat as ever... hahahahaha... excuses lah, we r just lazy, n just keep buying things loh... somemore we dun have maid, so everything we have to do ourselves.... Luckily my mil helps us with the boys...

It's a brand new start for 2012.. N i hope i can b more hardworking... we dunno anything abt investing etc, so dun ever dream of being rich people... haha, so we can only work hard for money... I cannot spend as much time with my boys from tomorrow onwards.. sounds sad... Now, when i need to do something n put Javier on the net rocker or rocker or bed, he sees me leaving his sight, he will look at me n start whining, or wanting to cry... When i need to run errands, Jaden sees me stepping out of the door, he would run over n cry, kept pulling me.. Well, i think he has forgotten that mummy is going back to work SOON... tmr onwards, gotta instil into him tat i need to go back to work liao, so tat he can bid me goodbye with a smile, n not a cry.

To b frank, i do feel reluctant of going back to work, but no choice lah... if given a choice, of course would prefer to stay at home n help look after the kids..

We r not high earning people, so i cannot rely on hubby to work alone, somemore my salary is higher than his by quite alot... I did think of teaching tuition after work, but i dun think it'll benefit any1, though can really have more $$.. I'll see my boys even lesser. So, in e end i decided not to go for it. Well, i need to start thinking of my wishlist for 2012... It's always ok to dream... But i hope some wishlists can b fulfilled...

I have to get ready to settle my heart n start work... But my heart will always be thinking of my princes... I hope my princes will be thinking of me too when i'm at work. Hope Javier can be like his brother soon, will kiss n hug us.... 2012 will be a brand new year for me, for us.. Let's just work hard to get wishes fulfilled!