Move on

When there r people who celebrates life, on e other side there'll b people who mourn over death.

Attended R's wake this morn with my colleagues. When we reached th place, it's not prepared yet... When R was finally placed in e coffin, we went to 'visit' him. He is sleeping peacefully. We cried, it's just so sad.

This is our last visit to R, n see him for his last journey. I really salute his mum. Though cannot hide the sadness n devastation, but she remained strong. She is indeed strong. If i am her, i would not be able to take it, n i am sure i will go crazy n collapse.

It made me recall when Jaden was hospitalised when he was 1.5months old, needed operation. I was already in agony. Seeing her hanging on to keep R alive, i really salute her.

Life is just so fragile. Why would fate play such a trick on a little young man. I just couldn't help but to whine. I'm sure no 1 likes to see such situation. birth, age, sick, death. It's a cycle. But R skipped 1 of it. On e other hand, we should see it as a relief for R, as well as for his family and all people who r concerned about him. Am i right? By moving on, he moves on n his family can too. Death is not the worst, the worst is the living. Seeing him out from misery n pain, is a relief. He is away from tubes, needles, medications, machines etc. God is taking care of him, and i am sure he will find a better route in Heaven. R is a good n sensible boy. I know he will be happier now. He will pray for the better for his family. We will all miss him and it's our glory to have him in our school, being our pupil.

It will b a mixed feeling. Every year when we celebrate Jaden's birthday, I will need to pray for R as it will be his death anniversary too. May u rest in peace, R. You will be remembered.