friend's gathering

just now i went to JP n have a chat wif my best friend Kelly, and 1 good friend of mine, Joreen.... Wow... long time din c her liao... really....
We had a great chat at coffee bean! We stayed n talkde abt 3 hours..... We r all from CSS.... used to be very close n go out often to play bowling.... but ever since we graduated, we seldom meet up... so when i was supposed to meet Kelly, she told me that Joreen will be joining us too... I was elated of course.... coz the feeling was just like b4, we chatted n gossiped! How i wish we can turn the clock back to our secondary school days! I really missed it so much.... A pity, time passed n we can't get it back again.....
Well, i had always treasured friendship a lot.... N it was really a pleasant gathering.... though it's just the 3 of us... but when u have good friends to talk to, the quantity isn't important at all... We r all pursuing our own career out there, but sometimes do get out n chat as a group is always a happy occasion..... i dun wish 2 lose any friendship..... coz friends are very important in our life.....

Very happy for my pal, Serene

Y is my nick like this?? Bcoz yest when i was at queensway wif my bf n his frds, i received a msg from 1 of my best friend in Ngee Ann, Serene, that she'll be getting married next month!
I'm so happy for her. She n her bf, Desmond, had been 2gether for many many years, n now finally she's getting married.
When i was in Ngee Ann, i had many good friends, and Serene was 1 of them. We were in good terms, who will talk over the phone sometimes. But now very seldom already. We are all busy of course.
Seeing friends around me finding their happiness, or had found their happiness, i felt so blessed n elated. Although receiving 'red bomb' may result us in burning our $$ pocket, but i think it should b worth it.
Serene has settled down and will be moving into their new house soon. N it's near my place!! we can meet up often next time!!! How i envy! Women look best in their wedding gown. When will my turn come?? Well, not so soon... so dun expect any red bomb from me yet ya!!!

Dad went back to taiwan again.......

just now we sent my dad to the airport again.... well, i think we will bcome the regulars there soon....this time, we set off as a whole family......
Previously was bcoz of his work permit n work stuff, thats y he needs 2 come back 1st..... now he has 2 return to work..... but he'll b unsure whether he can come back 2 celebrate New Year wif us.....
Life has returned back to normal n quietness.... no mahjong sessions in my house again, until dad comes back. This week is a week wif PH, so 2mrw need to go back 2 report 4 work... then thurs PH again, n fri work... n sat n sun, the weekends which i'm always looking 4ward to.....
I blif my dog will feel lonely again wifout my dad.....

my dad is coming back!!!!

well, after sending my dad off last month, now he's coming back!! this sat noon he'll b back in s'pore for a few days n he'll go back to taiwan again...
next tues is my mum's bday... wondering if my dad can make it to have dinner wif us that day...
so fast, time flies... he's been there for ard 1 month already... he has been calling home as well lah... didn't c him for quite some time.. do miss him though....
2mrw is my last working day for PSLE marking... hope 2mrw pass asap.. can't stand the working life there... i would rather go back pei hwa n do my stuff... making my dark rings so obvious... sad man... well, 2mrw will be over soon, right?? =)

My Dog

My dog, Coco, has been with us for 3 years.... n now he is 3 years too...
Still remembered when he was still young... When we saw him, he was only 2 months old.. sitting in the cage in a pet shop...
All the puppies were playing 2gether happily... just him alone, sitting in 1 corner, not wanting to play with them... he is the quietest among all. My sis saw him n said she wanted to get this puppy. At that time, i was in love with another Shih Tzu. But my sis insisted wanting him.
The person-in-charge brought Coco out n allowed my sis to carry him. He was so tiny n cute, resting well in my sis' arms. My sis decided to get him. we had a hard time persuading my mum, as she has always hated pets. we tried all ways to convince her that how cute Coco was. N finally, after pending 4 so many years, we were allowed to buy him. I remembered clearly we paid $960.
When he was in our house, he can't walk properly. Kept falling down, he was just so cute... All of us loved him a lot. We trained him to pee n poo in the toilet. Locked him in the kitchen to sleep at night, can't go other places except kitchen n balcony. Only in the day, he's allowed to walk around in the house, but strictly not our rooms. We wanted him to b trained at home, so as to when he's older, he won't pee n poo around as he likes.
N so now, he relly won't. Although the beginning stage was hard. Kept scolding n punishing him. Luckily, he is a sensible puppy, even until now. although he's rather naughty at times.
Many ppl who r close 2 me will know that my dog is VERY impt to me. Even if i have no $ to eat, my dog oso has 2 eat. I love him very much. so whenever i started to think that 1 day he'll leave us, i feel so sad. Bcoz he is really adorable n obedient. When we came home, he'll stand near the door n welcome us, kept wagging his tail. i can't imagine many years later, there's no dog doing such things 2 us again. Buying a new dog won't settle the bill. He's just diff from the rest. I can't train the rest like the way i trained him. The rest can't behave the same way as he is. There r just so much nice abt my puppy that i can't finish writing in the blog. I wana share wif ppl who read this blog. mayb i should separate all these info about Coco in 2 or 3 blog articles. Coz there's always new things 2 talk abt him, old things to remember abt him.

what do i want?

i was chatting wif my frd on msn.... talked abt some issues of the past... i can't b too specific in talking abt this in my blog....

What do i really want in my life? there r simply too many things which i can't let go.... even if it had been many years... what's wrong wif me?? I duno whether isit bcoz i'm undergoing too much stress or what, that resulted me to imagine more things..... i always get headache nowadays... mayb i really think too much...

Ppl always c me s a cheerful n happy-go-lucky gal... ya indeed i am... but that was b4.... the present me isn't like that animore... mayb bcoz i stepped into the working society already.... have to face a lot of reality, that changed me....

Well,i always assumed myself as a gal who can handle everything well.... but now mayb i can't say that so confidently... some of the things that happened on me, are things that i can't handle.... now i can't,i blif i can't handle such matter in the future s well... some things just can't get it out of my mind... i duno how 2 handle...

it's always driving me crazy..... made me think so much that resulted headache.... ppl might say,then dun think lah! but tell u ah... some things aren't just that u say u dun wana think then u can just 4get abt it.... it's not possible...

i oso duno how to describe.... dun wish 2 discuss this up here.... just wana find a place to relieve my stress thats all... well, this prom is not settled.... thats y it never gets out of my mind.... there's no way 4 me to settle it.... so pessimistic right?? well, that's the present me... no longer optimistic like b4... i'm no longer the cheerful me.... thats y ppl around me can always find me in a daze out of no reason.... well.... what's really wrong??

There's a movie named Dark Water, but what i have now is Dark Rings

i think i'm worn out recently. y do i say that?? just c my title n u'll know. i oso duno y.... my dark rings are getting obvious these few days.... am i imagining things or having illusions??? but nobody mentioned to me abt my dark rings....

those ppl who know me very well, will koe that i'm a gal who loves to look pretty... although i'm not...... haha..... when i was in NIE, i couldn't sit tight in LT or tutorial room.... then where will i go?? of course toilet lah!!!! but y of all places, toilet?? bcoz i wana go there n see mirror mah... thats y always get scolded by my friends... haha......

well, i hope my dark rings can disappear asap... i wana look prettier, tats all!!