Jaden hurt his lower lips

 Yesterday, there was an accident which happened at my PIL's house..

Javier, who was sitting in the walker, decided to chase after his elder brother. Jaden was holding onto his big container of biscuits. He refused to give 1 to Javier. Javier chased after him using his little walker.

And indeed, Javier caught up with Jaden n knocked onto him. Jaden did not realise much, n tripped onto the walker n ended up falling down n hit his lips.

It was a long n deep cut, which bled badly. FIL was very mad at Javier, n scolded him badly. Whenever Jaden is hurt or what, my FIL worked up v easily n will b angry. Of course Javier is too young to know anything yet, but this accident caused Jaden's lip to swell n h felt painful. He kept whining, n held my hand, took my finger to touch his wound.

At that moment, i was also v anxious n angry. Stared at Javier n scolded him too. Poor boy Jaden. But after coaxing, his mood turned a bit better. MIL put some pearl powder on e swollen lip b4 he slept, the pearl powder cost $400+..

This morn, he felt better, though it was v red n swollen. But at least he can still drink milk n eat roti prata. He can still run n talk as usual.. Haha.. I understand this is parts of growing up, n sure will have accidents, but we have to try to minimise it. Today, hubby still brings him to school, hope he dun throw temper later. Hope the swell can go off asap, so that my Jaden can look handsome again!

My precious boys

Jaden was born in 2008 Nov, expected him after a few mths into our marriage. A planned pregnancy. He arrived to our family when he was exactly 38weeks old in my tummy. Javier, arrived in 2011 Sept, when he was 39weeks 2 days, an unplanned preg. I expected to see both boys just born pictures to b photocopied. But, both looked totally different! Haha..

Well, I saw some friends n colleagues who had 2 boys, oso looked diff, n i felt much balanced. Haha... Both characters r not e same too.

Jaden is considered an easy bb, as he can sleep long naps!!! Javier sleeps short naps, n is easily woken up by noises, while Jaden sleep like nobody's business. Javier is a fussy n demanding infant, not easy to handle.

I dun expect them to b extremely clever or outstanding. They just grow up to b a sensible n responsible individual, be useful to the society, filial to family members, i'll b more than happy. I hope I can their listening ears when they have problems. Though it's a pity tat i do not have daughters, but i am just as satisfied now, n we r happy with wat we have now. I always think tat girls n girls talk might b easier n better, n in fact it is lah... But when i think harder, i think tat if we good n positive relationship with our children, whether is son or daughter, we can still talk.

Without daughters, i cannot dress her up like a princess, tie her hair up, buying nice n cute clips n hairbands. But i believe in destiny. If i have no fate to have girls, then y should i b bothered abt it n go n try for a daughter? Our ideal is only 2, n thats it. I am not offended when many ppl asked me if i wana go for a 3rd child aniway, but really, we won't go for a 3rd one, so dun waste your breath to ask me or hubby.

Their age gap is 3, n i think it is good. I keep telling myself, my wish to see the brothers in close n good relationship. When 1 meets with difficulty, the other try to help n share the burden. When 1 is happy, the other feels happy n share the happiness. Having the same gender of siblings might b good is this, they have same topic to talk abt. But of course must see their fate lah. I wana see them growing happily n healthily everyday. Nothing is more impt than their health n their smiles!

1/2 year over!

Time seems to move a little slower this time round. After waiting n waiting, finally waited til half of 2012 to be over.. n now is going to be the 4th week of July..

When time passes n passes, means the projects on my hand for this year is getting lesser n lesser, which is wat i had been looking forward to. Now, i am left with my last project of the year, speech n drama cum drama fest.

Winnie n I were in charge of this speech n drama programme, which is part of the curriculum for the kids. She is P1 while I P2, but we partner together for both levels, didn't separate so clear cut. The kids will have 8 lessons of speech n drama, which then will perform during the drama fest in late Aug for P2s, n Nov for P1s. We planned the schedule for the vendor to come n conduct the lessons for 21 classes of pupils.

Luckily, term 3 onwards timetable has no change for our session this year, or else i will b in trouble, as we need to replan the schedule again.. Phew...

As i had always mentioned, this year is my busy year, though i dunno y too... But, definitely not bcoz of leadership track or promotion. These are not in my 'dictionary'... I'm already an outcast here, do more or less has no impact at all. Well, i just do as given. Dont worry, i won't give slobbish work, people who koe me well should koe. I may grumble n complain, but i will still do.

2012 seems abit different for me this year, i dunno how to explain too. 1 way i want this, but on e other hand, i want another stuff. I have no clear directions of what i want. Mayb bcoz there r too many things n factors to consider.

So far til now, everything seems smooth n no much hurdle. Hope to maintain this way, or even better. I just look so forward to December!

Angry!

I'm so angry today.. or i should say, i am unlucky??

Noon, i wanted to cook porridge for Javier, but dunno y just totally forgotten abt it. By the time hubby asked me about the porridge, then i realised i left it cooking! In the end how? It was dried n burnt! Aiyo, spoilt my mood n gave up cooking again... Normally i wouldnt forget, in fact will keep going to the kitchen to keep a lookout. Dunno y this time i didn't.. Totally sad...

Evening, went to my small auntie's place that kopitiam to eat western food. There were many ppl, no empty seats for us, let alone sharing.

There was a family who went to an empty table, but after awhile they walked off. I quickly went over n sat down. Discussed with hubby wat to order for food n drink. Just b4 i walked over to order our food, that family walked back again n koe wat?? They said, they got this table 1st. It's bcoz they went to look for extra chairs tats y.. I was like, walao..

Their daughter, kept saying walao eh.. around 4 times... I was v pissed. We stood up n gave up our seats. I told the auntie, you all didn't sit mah, tats y... N she emphasized that they went to look for extra seats.. We were graceful enough to give u back your seats ok? Stop mouthing walao eh... it's very rude! I said loudly to hubby tat they r a rude family, wat walao eh... they simply acted blur not to hear me..

Hubby was upset with me tat i was angry with the family. I told him, i am kind enough to stand up ok.. if i am uncivilised, i would not stand up n give the place to them. I told hubby angrily when we left the seats tat i wana slap that girl.. in her late teens i assume. Pls lah,not pretty nvm... but your bloody mouth really pissed me off. I told huuby, it's ok for me to give up the place, which i already did.. but when i kept hearing the daughter saying walao eh in frustration, i was v angry.

I was saying, they are really stupid right? 1 person stupid nvm, problem is whole family is stupid. If u want the place, then get 1 person to sit down n chop seats lah, while the rest go find chairs. That table has 2 chairs loh, mind u. even if no chairs, u can stand there n chop right? Do u need to activate whole family of 4 to find extra 2 chairs?? They r simply brainless... After complaining, i told myself, well i am not going to be angry with such stupid people, coz i cannot tolerate stupid people.

At tat moment, i really felt like slapping that girl, to b frank. I was fuming mad by her damn bloody shit mouth n F***ing face. I can b v rough if i want, but i chose not to. Bcoz such stupid people dun ever think of making my hands filthy. Oh, i just got so mad just now. Lucky haven ordered food/drinks, or else dun ever dream i would stand up n give up the place. U say, such family stupid or not? No brain, no common sense.. No manners! Didn't even say thank u loh.. As if they r the right party. I must b playing a kind soul too much. No way i would b so kind again. Damn... Dun ever let me see or encounter stupid people like them. I would not spare them by my sharp tongue.

I just dun wana quarrel. if i wanted to, i will not allow myself to lose. Sometimes is bcoz of face... or else, come n challenge me. Oh, i must keep telling myself not to entertain stupid or brainless people. But next time, i will not just keep quiet, i would shoot them off with my sarcastic words... Watch out.. Dun trifle with me or make me fed up. I may not wana give face the next time. Not everyday i good mood one hoh.. If u dun blif, try me. u will regret testing me...

Hubby hospitalised

As most of u should koe by now, my hubby was officially admitted into SGH yesterday midnite ard 1230HR....

I gotta make it a quick post as i need to set off to SGH again...

It aggravated yesterday... yest morn when he woke up, he came to the room n told me tat his foot was having some pain... But he think he will still go to work... So, after preparing Javier, we put Javier at my PIL's house then i drove him to work, after which i went home to bathe n get ready for work, went over to in laws' place again to have bfast with my boys n mil...

When it's tea break time near to 11am, hubby called me for help. he said his foot was so painful tat he couldn't walk properly. Asked me if i can come n drive him to the company doctor.. I quickly drove over... Asked him if to go hosp better, but in e end still chose to go company doctor 1st to see how it goes.

SMS-ed my colleagues tat i will b late for work, coz by the time it's his turn n collect med, it was 12.10pm... i quickly sent him home then rush to work. i told him, if he really couldn't stand it, call me at 3pm which was my break time... i called him during my break, n he was having a nap.. so, i continued with my teaching all e way til 6.30pm..

MIL called me to ask if i can buy dinner for Jaden, only then i told her abt hubby being at home, as i dun wish to make them worry yet... i told her i will b a bit late coz i need to go home n take a look at hubby 1st.. after hanging up mil's phone call, i called hubby. Asked him wat he was doing, he told me tat he was sitting on the floor, i was puzzled... he said bcoz he had a fall, as he could not balance himself..

He requested me to buy food for him as he did not have any food the whole day. Doctor asked him not to walk... So i quickly buy dinner n rushed home. called FIL to help me settle Jaden's dinner instead. Called my bro to ask if he is free to standby just in case we need to go hosp...

Reached home, hubby looked abit pale.. asked me if my bro is free, he wanted to go hosp... N indeed luckily b4 tat i called my bro already.. so ard 8.30pm, my bro came over to help me with hubby, as they r almost of the same height, n he has more strength than me.. he drove us to SGH A&E, n acc us all e way..

See doc, do x-ray.. doc say no fracture, but 1 of the bone does look funny.. so asked him to admit into hosp for further observation. As he has history of nerve system breakdown, i think SGH did not want to risk to discharge him from A&E... chose to come here bcoz his records of all these probs are here...

By the time we settled him into his ward n bed, it was ard 1240HR this morn.. I set off from home ard 7am, took MRT down to bring some things for him, then acc him til 9am n i took a cab to in laws' house, bring Jaden to sch.. After sch, brought him back to in laws' house n acc Javier... Just came back not long ago to take a bathe n mop the floor, n i had to go SGH to visit him again. Docs suspect might not b nerve this time... might be the tissue... I shall go down n hear from the doctors, hopefully can catch up with the visiting time of the doctors... He is fine no worries, just tat he couldnt balance to walk properly tats all... Thank you for your concern n time to read the post... Shall update further later if i have the chance n time.

Gathering with ex-colleagues 02-07-12

After a week of start work term, and a stressful working Sat, luckily it was Youth Day school holiday yesterday... Mon's timetable is 1 of e scariest day of my working day... Haha... 4 days working week this week... Treat it as my makeup day!

It's my meetup day with another group of my fantastic friends... They r the ones that i knew from PHPPS. Due to different reasons, they left the workplace 1 by 1... N this gathering, i was the organise of course! Full attendance of 6 pax. Weixin went overseas with her hubby, so she did not join. Next gathering will ask her!

I saw from a TV prog tat this buffet place was affordable n with good reviews.. Buffet Town at Raffles City. Managed to make a reservations, n indeed luckily i made a reservation. It was full house. The food variety was great! Weekdays lunch plus gst etc was only $29.20/pax. We had a full sumptuous lunch loh. Of course a great chat n updates.

It's only Tingting n I who are still here, while the rest are still in teaching line,just tat in another place. I understand tat there's a saying, 天下无不散之宴席... Sometimes just can't help but to feel demoralise as they r actually good colleagues. I don't mean other colleagues now who r not good. I am quite ok with any other group of colleagues, just tat feel like seeing 1 friend by 1 friend who is leaving makes me feel sad. But to b frank, some colleagues can only b colleagues n tats it. Cannot b called friend. But of course, there r still many colleagues who can actually b friends. I cannot control any1 to like me or wat, i am who i am. If u can accept me, u will, but if you cannot, then sorry.

I feel lucky tat i have many friends around me, not those fake ones. We are all busy, but i think that we need to have privacy too. Meet up once in a while is really great. This is what i call gathering... Seldom meet ups, but still had plenty to talk about. I love talking to them... Well, we MUST meet up again soon!

Cluster sharing 30-06-12

 Sorry for disappearing for so long... Had been very busy, n of course tiring for the past few days/weeks.

  Besides the usual stuff that we need to do at work, we were oso preparing our stuff for the cluster sharing which was held last Sat... I actually hated it esp when i need to multi task to handle the non-core stuff rather than the core things tat i need to do. Core which means my teaching n marking. Mayb i am just not as efficient..

On fri, the eve of the event, there was still changes. I really felt irritated. Fri practically was the day which i can sit down n rush my markings. End up i need to use up all my free time to meddle with the script. Was in foul mood tat day.

I couldn't bother much to memorise my script. I told myself, I could still say what I can remember. And as expected on the day, which was our big day, I can still do my part, just tat a little obstacle tat i suddenly forgot abit of my script tat i had to flip my papers on the stage.

We were e 2nd grp to present our project. Atlas, it was over... 1 thing done. My colleagues were v encouraging. They kept ensuring that we did a good job. 3rd boss was there too, and she gave us the strong jab too. Well, it was finally over. This proj i wasn't able to convince myself to present, but after all, we still did. Luckily, we were all v united. Tats y we managed to clear it all and get it done.

After a good lunch with my shifu and other colleagues, it's time for me to go back and be bb sitter again, ahahhahaa.. I felt great esp this proj was over, coz this is 1 of the proj tat made me suffocate. Thank God... Phew, it's over!