This is fate

I ask myself, does crying out loud make me feel better? I dunno... I didn't cry this time round. Mayb I should say I'm braver this time..



This is fate, i know. We cannot force. Mayb somehow, I'm already mentally prepared.. Or I should have guessed it..



I know it is disappointing, but there is nothing much we can do now. Grumble? Cry? I've cried enough the other time round. Last week i did cry too, cried all the way from the journey from there to home. But what else can I do but to cry? So, i was surprised I didnt cry this time. Mayb as i said, i had expected such result. All I can say is, this is fate. So sad isn't it?