school starting!!!!!

holiday has come to an end in a few more hours' time..... i had not had enough fun yet.... feel quite sad.....
as we grow older, New Year has become less important... i remembered when i was young, i was looking forward 2 new year... n i vividly remembered how much fun i had in the past... but now is different.....
Bored New Year for me when i grow up..... it's just an occasion for us to take a break n collect $$$!!! this few days, i slept for quite long hours.... though i slept late.... no much prog going on for my side....
Just like now, i'm writing this blog at my friend's house..... we were playing mahjong.... later meeting my best pal kelly at Jp....
2mrw is another new day..... school starting.... going back 2 teach..... n have 2 face my students... hope my voice won't go off.... it is recovering liao.... but 2mrw n thur still has 2 teach tuition.... a tiring week for me again....
Later at night still has 2 do some work 2 prepare for 2mrw's class..... still having holiday mood... wat 2 do??? Birthday coming soon.... wondering how 2 celebrate this occasion... Valentine's day coming too..... an occasion to waste $$ again....
relatives started to ask me when i'm getting married.... well.... how should i answer this question?? all i answered was, no one wants to marry me..... haha
Though looking 4ward, but dun dare 2 think so much.... people say, the 1 u marry normally isn't the 1 u love most...n i agreed as i grow older.... i finally understand this meaning... coz i'm feeling this way now.....
the perfect man i want is no longer belonging to me.... i can't have the privilege to have him as well..... it's the greatest regret in my life..... until now i still feel that he's the best....
wat to do?? turning 24 soon...... entering another phrase of life....... how am i going to face the world??? i duno yet.... i only plan 2 take a step at a time....well, dun think so much right?? but 1 thing for sure, he won't come back to me animore.... how do i know?? of course i know.... coz i think i know him 2 well......
Please pack up all my emotions...... n get ready for school ok??

NEW YEAR

yesterday i went to watch this movie wif my whole family. oh my god.... Jet Li looked so smart n impressive. i like to watch action movie casted by him... coz his martial arts doesn't look like being a clown... unlike Jackie Chan's....
it was interesting n some parts did saddened every1...... if i'm not wrong, it was full house... we sat at the 5th row...... my head wana break liao.... haha
after watching, sis went to her salsa dance.... n left us 4.... then i suggested to go the prata shop near NUS.... then there we went.... as i got drive to JP that night.... so we went there n had our supper.
this new year is rather boring..... nothing interesting... haha.... but at least can take a break.... coz my voice was rather bad.... think it's bcoz was agitated by my students..... so sad that i can't go singing..... well.... have to wait til my voice recovers..... god bless!

Marina Square

Do u think the bakcground behind this picture is nice??? Well, it was taken at Marina Square.
My bf n i went there yesterday. our motive was 2 buy clothes, and walk walk... coz my bf said that marina square has been renovated.. so we tot of exploring the place.
We drove there. luckily we did not lose our way. just that we were busy finding the carpark. he suggested to park at Suntec, so there i drove.
we went to eat Hans... then started our shopping... i did not eat my breakfast.. so was rather hungry. we walked for quite some while where i walked to this nice place...
i told my bf 2 help me take a shot coz this colourful. do u think so?? although not all shops are opened for business... but the food restaurants there are really quite a lot... u can take your time 2 choose which type of food u prefer for the day. it seemed wider n bigger in terms of space.. unlike in the past... seemed that the number of shops r so limited... but after renovation, it seemed that can have many many more shops there for business...
after shopping for ard 3 hours, we tot that carpark fees might b expensive... but to our surprise, it's only ard $3.... then there we proceed back... i hope 2 go there again because the food choice is really a lot..... if u r free, do make a trip there ya!

BUSY 2006

It's been quite some while ever since i updated my blog..... bcoz i've been rather busy... esp this year i assume...
i was appointed to be P1 rep this year... n has 2 do all stuff that involves P1....
my co-core is IT.... so this year i was also appointed to be AV in-charge.... this is considered s my CCA....
I have another CCA... Chinese Orchestra..... Am appointed 2 b the secretary in this CCA... So i have 2 CCAs..... Well.............
I teach p1 classes.... it's considered s a culture shock, as i've no experience in teaching P1 at all.... it's all new 2 me...... i take 2 P1 classes this year... FAITH 1 n WISDOM 1.... besides teaching them Higher Chinese, i also take them for Moral Ed n Music.... Besides that, i take another 2 classes for music as well.... do i look like a rubbish trash??? practically teaching any subject....
WI 1's form teacher is sick... will b on MC for quite some months i assume... so as the chinese teacher of WI1, i was temporary appointed 2 b the form teacher..... OH my GOD..... it's like too many things 2 handle this year... made my brain blur liao..... keep 4getting things.... how???
i koe it'll going to b a tough year for me.... coz now is just the 1st term, and i can b busy until the stage i can't eat lunch in peace.... can only swallow bread as my lunch of the day..... wow.... this can be slimming down year... though every1 told me i have nothing to cut down animore... but from wat i've told in the blog, u think i will grow fat???? i've slimmed down 1kg again..... duno when i'll bcome a bamboo stick..... haha.... well, there's nothing i can do..... just 2 hope 2006 can b a good year 4 me..... not too tough please!!

Registry of Marriage

dun b mistaken.... i'm not going to this place yet.... not so early ya...
just wana express some of my views abt this issue........ well, i just got to know something... which some ppl do not wish me to know.....
My NIE classmate went to ROM..... date... i duno.... coz they meant to keep it from me..... well, i was rather pissed off..... is there really a need 2 do that?? r they really that ashamed that they dun dare 2 announce this news??? seems like they r guilty.... i assume.... well, still assume that we are good friends..... n y treat me like that......
pls dun give such excuse that 'duno how 2 tell me'...... it's invalid already.... since decided to be 2gether in the 1st place, y bother 2 worry about how 2 break the news to the ppl around us...... that only proves 1 thing: GUILTY or ASHAME...... who feels that way?? i duno... mayb 1 of them?? or both felt the same way....
if 2day i'm the 1 going for ROM, i'm sure to tell my friends to share the joyful occasion.... dun tell me 1 day when u hold your wedding dinner, u oso duno how 2 tell me???
there was once when 1 of my good friend asked me, if they invite me to their wedding dinner, would i attend?? i answered without thinking: yes of course.... my good friend getting married, y should i not attend?? i treat her as my good friend, when she finds her happiness, of ocurse i'm happy 4 her..... but ever since they got 2gether, did she treat me s a good friend animore?? but i can say, i still treat her s my good friend....
i wish her happiness but it doesn't mean i regard this man s my friend too...... i'm wishing my good friend happiness.... this particular guy, i won't bother at all coz he doesn't worth it... i'm glad that i made the right choice by not marrying him in the 1st place.....
well, seems like they had done a lot of guilty things.... thats y they behave this way isit??? seems like i duno abt the more guilty stuff they had done.... n i think i'm not interested...... coz wat i feel like doing now is 2 'award' the groom with a big tight slap....... pls dun make this joyous event as a dark n shameful event... dun make it a difficult position for my good friend..... u can announce to each party's family... but y not our NIE group??? 1 thing to say again, GUILTY

The chronicles of Narnia

well, friday 23rd dec i went to watch this movie with my bf, allan n elmus.... this 140 movie, i can say i'm quite happy with the show.... although some parts i can't agree on....

my cousin watched it b4 me... she told me it's not up to her expectations.... mayb due to higher xpects from the movie..... but after i watched it, i found it not bad leh.... especially i like the eldest brother Peter.... he is really charming isn't he??

there was 1 part where i felt very sad...... it's the part when the Lion was being tied up n hair being shaved off..... a lion's respect is bcoz of their big n fluffy hair..... when it's being shaved off, can u see the sad eyes in it?? i tot it really died... but in the end it revived!!! something to be happy of....

it is indeed a nice show..... rating should be ard 8 out of 10....... the war is interesting....... touching too.... but sadly to say, the Queen died a bit 2 soon right?? i was hoping she can have a tough fight with the lion b4 she was being bitten to death. mayb the director wants 2 end the show faster... haha.... for those ppl who had not watched this movie... do spend some time n $$ to watch ok??? i'm sure it's not like some boring movie which doesn't even worth to spend some money on pirated VCD...... hehe..... hope u ppl enjoy this movie....

BLOG idiot

it's been quite some while ever since i wrote in the blog.... If those ppl who often visit my blog should start to realise that, how come my blog seemed to be neater??
Well, it's not my piece of work.... it was from the help of my friend Leonard.... He helped me 2 edit the watever settings of my blog..... looks neater, isn't it?? I'm quite a PC idiot loh..... not very good in IT... n yet i'm in the IT department as my co-core in school. Normal things should still b fine... but tougher ones, sorry man.... dun ask me... not that i'm being selfish by not sharing of wat i know... but wat i know is really limited n little.... n the most basic.....
Seemed to b rather stupid right?? well.......... i dun have so much sort of energy to experiment the diff styles of creating an interesting blog..... all i want is simple....... just as how i think..... how i wish life can be simple.... as simple as possible....but every1 knows, it's not..... very sad right??? the world is always so grey...... darkness..... no bright weather,no rainbow...