Things tat happened on the last day of October

In a short while more, we'll be flipping over a new page of the calendar.. Today is the last day of October! N yet, today i wana share with u guys the 2 big things tat happened today.

As usual, in the morn, i got the car seat ready. thought tat after breakfast, mayb in the early noon i will bring Jaden home, but who koes the house is quiet. u guys shld koe wat i mean. Brought Jaden out for breakfast. When we were out from the lift, MIL wanted Jaden to walk on his own, coz sometimes he simply refused to walk n demanded to be carried.

So, at the void deck, Jaden walked to the other side of the wall, n who koes, POMP sound, he fell on the ground, flat. After which came his bitter crying sound! He hurt his lips n it was bleeding. Both MIL n I were shocked, coz he was just away from us for less than 2 seconds when the accident happened. I quickly ran over n carried him up. Jaden was crying like mad, n let MIL take over while I quickly took out the wet tissue to clean his bleeding lips. He felt so painful tat he couldn't stop crying. His legs and hands hurt too.

It took us a little while to cool him down n tried to divert his attention not to think about his swollen lips. After awhile, the bleeding stopped, but his upper lip was swollen. But luckily, v fast he forgot abt the pain. though he found his lips different. He could still drink water from his milk bottle. I was heart pained n sms-ed hubby abt the matter.

Jaden rarely hurt himself so badly, mayb bcoz we protected him too well... very sson he forgot abt the pain though swelling still exists. It didn't stop him from drinking n even eating. occasionally he will use his finger to touch the swollen part. This was 1 of the matter which I wana share. But no worries. After a nap n til now, the swell went down quite a lot. I think will take a few more days to b fully recovered. All I hope is no ulcer...

The next matter which I wana share today was, Jaden scribbling. All the while, when i pass him the drawing board n wanted to teach him to scribble on the board using the pen, but he simply refused to. But today, when MIL was going through this with him, he was willing to scribble using the pen. Yes, i koe, it's slow right?? But i was happy enough that he is willing to scribble. I will get a table for him b4 the holidays, coz I plan to teach him to scribble n colour when i start my break. Being able to scribble is 1 of the stage tat toddlers should come across. Though he reach this stage a bit late, but is ok. as long as he will.

Tingting told me something on Fri. She said, Jaden started all these suddenly, isit got to do with the rituals that he had gone through? I said i dunno. n now, this scribble stage comes too. I told her whether it has got to do with the ritual tat somehow may had 'helped' him, but no way tat i will bring him for the ritual again. i dun wish Jaden to go through that n made him so scared. She said, mayb bcoz of this tats y he started to catch up. I koe we shldn't b so superstitious, but i just act according to my in laws' idea. But it is enough, 2 times r enough. no next time, really.

No matter if his progress got to do with the rituals, I just feel happy if he is catching up. As long as he is not as wat i think (autism), i am ok. Very soon, he is turning 2. I just hope tat all will b smooth for him, and he can catch up with other peers ard his age. He had gone through a lot of misery compared to other toddlers already. It is time for him to be as normal as other kids liao, isn't it?

My car finally broke down

My Kia Rio has been with me for less than 2 years, but to b frank, i dun take good care of this current car compared to my Picanto. In the past, i will wash n clean n vacuum my Picanto every wkend, but ever since i changed car, i dun do tat animore. even if din go petrol station wash for a mth or 2, i oso ok.

For the past 2 weeks, i could sense tat my car may go 'mad' soon, as sometimes i started the engine, i would trip n need a few tries b4 i could get my engine moving. I could foresee tat the battery needs replacement, or something is wrong with e starter. But i was wondering, i just went to check my car batt lifespan ard 2 months ago, n the mechanic told me still have 80% left, how come so fast die liao? my bro was thinking mayb is the starter's prob.

Bcoz i was busy this week, so i was still praying hard tat it could tahan me til next week then i drive down to either Kia or the petrol station near JP to check on my car batt. n who koes, today it cannot move at all!!

In e morn, tried to make the car move but couldn't. No choice gotta go take bus, Jaden was angry y we got off the car, so he cried bitterly. Luckily mr bro was abt to go work, so he drove over n gave us a lift. As i had something to attend to in the morn with Kelly, so I gotta send hubby n Jaden over to my in laws' house 1st.

After settling the matter, I called my 4th uncle, see if he could help me with my car. He helped me call the mechanic. Just b4 the mechanic reached, my uncle received a call n he need to make a move 1st to do delivery, so i was left alone in the carpark, waiting for the mechanic.

Finally the mechanic came, he helped me check n was confirmed tat the batt died. So he helped me jump start my car, n i had to drive my car to follow his, to his workshop to get the batt replaced. N finally, the batt was replaced n I proceeded to go meet my sis for lunch.

Haiz, i tot can stand til next week, but who koes it died today. But luckily, it did not die while on the road. so should count myself lucky lah. Next mth, i will need to send my car to Kia for servicing. Need them to check on my air con filter n engine oil etc. I'm praying everyday that dying of batt n tyre being pierced would not happen to me, esp on the road. Haiz, money spent just like tat. Car is indeed a liability.

Late better than never

These few days i noticed Jaden has some little changes.

Last week at our own house, he will automatically take out the shape sorter toy, n is more willing to try. unlike in the past, he would take out the shapes n throw them all on the floor. Every week when he is at home, he would either watch his Little Men learning ABC vcd, or his Baby Bright vcd that teaches colours, shapes, numbers etc. Occasionally will show him his favourite nursery ryhmes vcd.

The other day, while watching Baby Bright, he just turned over n search for the shape sorter toy. I quickly told him where to put the circle shape, n he put it in.. but only did 1-2 shapes with assistance.

Today, MIL told me that Jaden took 1 of the shapes from the floor n passed it to her, n then the shape sorter toy. Asked MIL to play with him. Just now when we were with him, he went to take it to her again, wanting MIL to get the shapes out for him. While he takes the shape, MIL would go find the hole for him, n then he puts it in. He still cannot go find the correct shape independently. He needs assistance.

I was rather shocked, bcoz many mths ago i did teach him, but he wasn't willing to learn. He will either run away from me, or rejecting to play the toy at all. N now, he shows more interests in this liao. Hubby n I were surprised, n on the other side, Happy!

It's never too late to learn. He may be slower than others in some/many areas, but as long as by the end of the day he learns, it's ok. We r not stressing him. At least now he shows interests in this, which is actually 1 of the basic skills tat he need to acquire. I told MIL, everyday go through with him,n slowly let go n let him find the holes himself. I hope soon he can do this on his own. Though it might a bit too late/slow for him to acquire this skill at his age, which is going to b 2 years old.

As i always say, as long as he is a normal child, I'm ok if he is abit slower in learning/talking. Coz i koe sooner or later he will speak up. N not now learn slow in the future oso slow, n vice versa. When i was young, i was a fast learner n was v clever, but when i'm older, i bcame dumb loh. I hope Jaden can b a normal child. I koe many ppl will say that I think too much, but mayb I am. After all, this is my child. Whenever he meets any milestones, i will b so happy, n will try to video down. I hope the next time when I video him doing the shape sorter toy, he would be able to figure out the holes on his own. Let's cheer for Jaden ya...

The water tap is spoilt

This morn, went to Gek Poh Mac to meet my best frd Kelly n Rod for breakfast, together with Jaden n my mil... after which, went back to in laws' house, as mil said she wanted to cook porridge for Jaden.

Today was a rainy day again, n the rain was quite heavy. after cooking porridge n fed Jaden, mil was busy with her the other grandson, n then the usual MJ session. I waited for the rain to b lighter, then i proceeded to bring Jaden back to my own house at 1+... luckily though not v frequent to put Jaden on the car seat, but whenever i fixed the car seat n let him sit on, he did not resist. but his itchy hands n legs huh... hahaha....

I put on the car seat this morn already as i guessed mil will b busy again.. n indeed i was right. So, there I was, bringing Jaden back. Let him play at his playzone for a while b4 i let him start his nap. so ard 2+, his nap started n was til 5pm.

When I was washing Jaden's bottles, i realised the water tap in the kitchen looked strange. It looked slanted, n shaky. I touched the tap n found the tap was as if going to drop. My mum at near to 4pm, brought me lunch.. n we had a short chat. She went to the kitchen n used the tap, n who koes the tap came off n water splashed out abit..

Oh no, need to replace a new one. But i dunno how to.. If there r things that i dunno, then u can forget abt asking my hubby. If wana koe anything, ask me will do. So, I called my dad n asked if he can help me with it. He agreed readily.

So, I acc my parents to eat 1st, though mil cooked dinner. then we went to choose the water tap tat i wanted. After buying, we went home n dad tried his best to help me remove the current spoilt one. It was v tight, n he needed a plier. I do not have it at home, so called my 4th uncle but he was with his friends... dad initially said he run back home n get, but i insisted to drive him... in the lift suddenly thought of hubby's gugu.. so called her, luckily she has plier, so dad n I went over to borrow.

After which, walked back to my house again, n after some time, my dad managed to change the new one for me... phew.. luckily my dad can help... my 4th uncle called n see if there's any help he can be of... so after the tap was fixed, i sms-ed my 4th uncle tat it was done. So he called me n said, if these few days anything wrong with the tap just call him n he will come over n take a look. Phew, luckily I have my wonderful family n relatives. Just 1 call n they r all ready to help out.

Hope this new water tap is ok lah.. scared to trouble my family loh.

Cooling Saturday

Finally it rained today! After a few days of inhaling the smelly air caused by Sumatra, today rained heavily, n somehow had subsided the haze!

PSLE marking ended yest too... super happy loh.. 4 days of work... i really couldnt get used to waking TAT early to work loh, 8-5pm.. super spoilt by teaching in the PM session... this yr surprisingly our marking load wasn't as heavy as before.. we actually managed to knock off at 11.30am yest, throughout my 5 years of PSLE marking, this was the 1st time. Our assumption was bcoz this batch of P6 kids were born in the year of tiger, so the number of kids r lesser...

After the marking, I went for my facial at 3pm... need to relax b4 bringing Jaden back.. Yest evening need to go back to the temple for the ritual again.. aiya dun wish to talk abt tat issue animore. Caused FIL n hubby to b angry with me. but aniway, i am not going to bring Jaden back for the ritual again.

Jaden slept early ard 10.30pm last night. Midnite feed only at 3am.. n it was me who got up n make for him. next feed was 7am.. n the feed at 7am made him awake. hubby acc him to play while i continued my sleep from 8-9am....

Jaden started his nap as early as 1.20pm today, til near to 5pm. The heavy rain n thunder storm scared him. He was closing his eyes tightly n held tight to my hand, refusing to let go. I carried him n when he was standing near to hubby, he was so scared tat he hid btwn hubby's legs n was so scared. After a while, he was ok le. I wondered if it's bcoz of the ritual last nite tat made him so scared, coz normally he isn't like tat. So, after dinner, we brought him back to in laws' house, mil gave him eat the chinese med pill, hopefully he won't b scared animore or have nightmare tonite.

It is a cooling Sat, I hope Jaden can sleep well at in laws' house tonite. If the haze is v light, n weather is good, mayb i can consider bringing him to play water. Let's see how. Do pray tat the haze will go away ok? it's affecting a lot of ppl's health n I hate it!

Sakura Buffet with my family

Today is the 1st day of the PSLE Marking. I will b at Henry Park Pri for the whole PSLE marking. Was 1 of the Paper1 marker.

Made a dinner apptment with my family this evening at Jurong West Stadium's Sakura Buffet. It's to celebrate the 3 Oct birthday people in the family, my dad, my mum n my sis.

After the marking, managed to knock off at 5pm.. drove Tingting back to CCK, then Winnie to Jurong Point then i drove back to my in laws' house.

I reached in laws' house at 6pm... Jaden was drinking his milk, just gotten up not long ago. We accompanied him til 6.45pm n had to leave n fetch my family to the stadium... When hubby n I stepped out of the door, Jaden ran towards us, we already closed the gate. But koe wat? He pulled my blouse, n called mama, n then papa... he was going to cry. I told him the weather is not good cannot go out, papa n mama going out for a while. N then he din cry or throw temper le.. We were shocked to hear him calling out mama... it was so clear!!!!! Hope Jaden can speak up soon...

The weather is really bad. the haze is bad! Jaden is a high risk of asthma.. so if possible, will not bring him outdoor at all.. Dun wish him to suffer another attack. tats y had to leave him at home.

We had a full dinner there, though the variety not s much s before.. had a chat there b4 we left. My sis' birthday is tmr, n my mum's on next Mon... hope they stay positive always....

Kids at this generation are IT savvy

What i can say is, the kids at this generation r all so fortunate... the world now has everything, anything.. wat u wana koe, just a click away n u get to know, u get to see..

Jaden likes to play with our iphone, esp hubby's... haha! recently i taught him how to play a game called Smash Fiesta... in the beginning, he dun wana play. just watched how i play.. then i realised tat can switch to Kids mode, which it will b abit slower.. n koe wat? I just pushed the iphone n switched on the game for him, after a while, i heard the smashing sounds.. just when i turned my head over n see, Jaden was using his index finger, smashing the things tat come out from the holes, regardless if it's good guys or bad guys.. all he will hit..

I was like, stunned! haha.. so fast koe how to play le! A toddler who doesn't talk n express himself. a toddler who doesnt like to point.. but really, kids now really v smart. Games are all their forte... n now most of the kids, whose parents have iphone, will koe how to play..

Jaden also koe how to go to the picture folder to see photos, n his fav video besides he himself's, he also like to watch Princeton's video, n he will even smile loh!

His fav game is pool... aiya, this toddler really.. sometimes pester us to let him play. But when he played too long, we will inform him 1st tat we will b taking the phone away in a while's time, n after a while, we take away, he won't make noise. but if take away abruptly, he will scream n cry!

I really think kids at this generation really fortunate loh. But there r pros n cons when technology is so advanced, n is improving TOO fast.. Hope can educate Jaden the correct views of IT when he is older..

I am not a superwoman

Just let me have a chance to vent my anger, so that i can sleep better tonite ok?

Ppl who koe my health status by now shld koe, i am down with diarrhea, n still now i am.. just now noon in sch already visited the toilet liao loh..

MIL cooked dinner today, finally has more food tat i can eat. has chicken drumstick, fish, n soup.. after i had my dinner, i have to entertain my precious prince liao.. was with him in the room.. n then hubby went on to have his dinner..

But who koes, after their dinner, all 3 of them, hubby, mil n fil all sat outside the living room watching tv. totally forgotten abt Jaden's existence. I watched tv n played with Jaden at the same time. playing for a while, Jaden ran out to run a few rounds b4 coming back to me in the room. he ran his, while the other 3 continued to sit at their respective seats, watching tv. i wonder if there was superglue on their butts...

After entertaining him for 2.5hours, i can feel that he was hungry. Asked him if he wants milk n his sound told me he wanted, so i went to make. He went to make noise at MIL, n koe wat? MIL say ask mummy make for u.. ok loh, i make loh since i am making. Then i purposely ask Jaden to drink in the room coz no 1 in the living room is acknowledging his presence. They continued their TV..

Finally I can go to the living room n see my phone... the 1st thing MIL asked me was, Kaifang wat numbers r out for toto today? i totally ignore n continued using my phone. She asked me twice n i did not acknowledge. Hubby had no choice but to go n take his hp n showed his mum. i couldn't b bothered to answer since just now u oso like tat rite? U all think i am superwoman isit? think i no need to work oh? i oso need a short break! n yes, i had my short break, n that was my dinner time isit???

Pls oso help out a bit here n there lah. at least when Jaden comes to u, can just entertain him for that little while, n dun totally ignore him, let him run ard n do everything on his own???

Hubby told me he had headache,i din respond much too. just said "oh"... he still looked at me pathetically. wat u expect me to do? when i was tired, did any of u help a bit? i came back the thing to do to me is to throw my son to me n as if it's none of your business... so u headache, wana koe toto numbers got to do with my business? of course not also loh.. After which, he asked me, can go home early? i answered plainly, anything loh, u say go i go loh... He went to tell his parents tat we will go off early,at 10pm. Even need fil to 'push' mil, ask her to carry Jaden, then she willing to move her butt off the sofa.

I koe u r tired to help out taking care. I come home i can entertain... but can let me rest a while? straight after dinner i gotta take care on my own le leh.. hubby good life loh, everyday after work, come back read newspaper til he happy le, then still got little time then play with Jaden. Do i have the luxury to sit down n breathe properly 1st? then dun blame me for being so attitude all the time. I need to vent my anger too de loh. U think i work no need to see ppl's banana face oh? think i so free to get salary every month for nothing oh...

Hubby initially promised me tat this noon he will come back n wash the laundry for me but he didn't,if not wrong he shld b sleeping most of the time at in laws' house. Just now when we came back, he said he will do the laundry tmr, then he proceeded to the room n slept straightaway. I couldn't b bothered loh, i won't touch the laundry. will wait for him to wash n keep the current ones which r hung up for drying. will leave all to him. dun care. i dun even have the time to tell him abt my work today, din even have time to ask him wat he did today loh. I didn't say I dun wana spend time with Jaden. I just hope that I can have a few minutes break b4 i go to him. Let me recharge a bit then acc him til 10+ can?

Trust me, u do this to me.. during holidays u r going to get it from me. When u knocked off from work, i am going to throw Jaden to u, w/o letting u rest after u step in the house, n i will just sit on the sofa n enjoy watching tv. See u happy or not. for PILs side, i will oso do this. When it's time to fetch Jaden back to them, when reach the house, i will all dun care, just sit there n watch tv.

Granny's 74th Birthday

We celebrated granny's birthday earlier this year.. went to Tradehub 21, recommended by me! haha... n the dishes were selected by me a few days ago when i went down to enquire about their food... luckily the comments about the food was great!

We had 7 dishes.. n 2 birthday cakes!! 1 bought by me n my sis, the other by my bro n his gf! we had a great time eating, though b4 tat had some misunderstanding.. aiya.. dun talk about it..

this is our 1st time trying out the food there.. n it was great.. i love the prawns!!! n crabs r v big in size loh. n that place wasn't too hot, so not so bad... the service provided by the staff who is also called May was good... Next friday will go there eat again... but is with my PILs...

Hubby wanted to celebrate MIL's birthday 1 day earlier, as on Sat 16th, which is MIL's actual bday, hubby will b going to Malacca with his colleagues for the staff retreat.. The price there ok lah, within our range...

My granny is still v strong, n i wish she can always be so cheerful n healthy! Happy Birthday in advance nai nai!

Our Friday & Saturday

Yest we brought Jaden home to take care... Yest evening brought him to the temple opp our house to ask the deity abt his speech development... The whole ritual ended ard 9pm, n i was starving like hell... Need to bring him back 14 days later... The ritual wasn't v pleasing bcoz Jaden was crying like mad.. Dunno how to describe....

He woke up at ard 8.20am this morn... hubby acc him while i rest a while more on bed... after which, we went to West Mall for breakfast.. Jaden still had little diarrhea, but luckily the vomitting stopped..

I tried to let Jaden nap at noon, as evening we have 2 events to attend.. 1 is Elysher Phua's 1st bday at Bukit Panjang, another 1 is Paris Tay's full month at Chevrons... both same timing... So, i managed to make Jaden start his nap at 1.45pm... I managed to catch a little rest too, phew.. i count myself lucky tat Jaden is a good sleeper.. or else we will have a hard time taking care of him.. but koe wat? His nap til 6pm still not wanting to get up.. I have to force him to get up.. he was rather grouchy...

Went to Elysher's bday bash 1st.. Jaden was throwing temper as usual.. 1 was bcoz the place he was going wasn't familiar, another reason might b tat he still wana catch his sleep but i made him wake up... ard 8.20pm reached Chevrons.. Jaden threw temper again, but luckily this time after coaxing n 'cheating' him, managed to get him into the restaurant.... we stayed ard 1hr+ there, n Jaden was tired... so we brought him back to my in laws' house....

Obviously it was tiring to take care of a child when both parents r working... full-time working mums (FTWM) is not easy to be.. n of course being at home (SAHM) also v challenging.. it's all bcoz being a parent is never easy unless u dun have to b actively involved in the caregiving... wats impt is TIME, do we have the time??

Bubble Time

Our little precious prince loves bubbles.. but also 'scared' of bubbles loh!

recently bought bubbles for him.. i try to play with him outside the corridor everyday, or once in 2 days..

When i show him the bubble bottle, i told him to get his shoes n get ready, he will go near the shoe rack, or sometimes even will get his slippers ready.. then off we go to the corridor n start playing.. i blow the bubbles, he will look at the bubbles, n sometimes will touch them.. n sometimes will run away when the bubbles r v near to him!

after playing, when it is time to go back, he will follow or walk back to the house on his own.. but if he didn't play enough, n i wanted to go back, he will scream at me.. YES, u r right, he still not willing to talk...

When we r back, I expect him to go wash hands n feet.. so i will tell him that he need to remove his shoes n go to the toilet to have his hands n feet washed.. he will wait for me to remove the shoes, n then walk straight to the toilet n wait for me...

Sometimes, u see the way he runs away from the bubbles, so funny.. at times, i will make fun of him, n he koes.. i will walk v near to him n then blow the bubbles, then when the bubbles float near to him, he will laugh n run away! the scene was so funny..

Bubble time, is always me playing with Jaden... PILs n hubby dun play with him... ok lah, though sometimes playing of bubbles was only 5-15min.. but still our mother-n-son private time to play together... but i hope, hubby can b more involved...

Life n Dream is always the opposite

现实和理想从来就不能结合。往往，你心里想要的都一定和现实情况是相反的，而且落差绝对不小。

我记得，多年前，我梦想中的生活和我想要的，是多么的怎么样怎么样。但现在静下来想一想，是我太天真，是我太单纯。我以为，只要这么做就会有这样的结果。现实是残酷的，有可能是我不愿面对现实，有可能是我太傻。

理想就和电视剧一样。我们看到男主角这么贴心浪漫，就会开始异想天开，以为将来我们要找的对象也要是这样一个类型的。但结果是什么？肯定相反，对吧？说实在的，世上有多少男人会陪我们到发廊，让我们好好去做个头发，然后他耐心等候，在发廊里看杂志，边等我们把头发弄好？就算有，也是在结婚前吧？

有时候，不是说你要什么就会得到什么。偏偏想要的，上天就是偏不给。我记得以前，甚至到现在，我非常喜欢张智霖。超爱他的大眼睛，爱他那长不大的脸孔。我告诉自己，以后的男友/老公要像他这个类型的。事实显示，梦想和现实是有落差的，哈哈！

我不知道为什么今天特别有感触。有可能撇在心里的事情实在太多，不知道该在哪里宣泄。倘若你问我，我心里到底在想什么，为什么有那么多东西要想，那我告诉你，我不知道。到底想些什么，我也不清楚，也说不上来。只知道，心里有太多的顾虑与想法。有些事情不是用言语就能说的明白。有可能，心里有很多事情是我放不下的。不是不肯放，是不知道如何放，怎么放。总是会有点别扭。

在别人眼中，我是一个坚强、好强、牙尖嘴利的人。应该没有什么能难得到我。但有时我突然静下来思考、做白日梦时，就像心事重重的人。我的心情就像天气，很难捉摸。不哭时并不代表我强悍，哭的时候并不代表我软弱。我在背后哭时你知道吗？

我的梦想是早婚，在这方面我做到了。在婚姻方面，我的梦想差不多达到了。只不过前阵子从我手中错过了，给我的创伤不少。在家庭方面，当然是操心的很多。担心孩子的问题等。就算长大了，在家长的眼里仍然是个孩子。我觉得只有等到我永远闭上双眼的那时，才会不担心。在现实里，我会尽我能力教导我的孩子，只希望他脚踏实地、平平稳稳的，我就安慰。希望当我走向天国时，我还能继续地“做梦”。

Jaden was discharged from KK

I thank all my family members, frds n colleagues who showed their concern towards Jaden n us during Jaden's hospitalisation last few days...

He was rushed to KK Emergency on Monday nite due to his breathlessness again.. but this time was a much better one... but overall, still not good to visit a hosp isn't it...

After a few rounds of inhaling, doctor insisted to ward him... so no choice, we went to go for the registration. opted for A1 single bedded, my 1st choice... so he was warded at around 5am...

Applied childcare leave for Tues n Wed... It was tiring for us esp when Jaden was in hospital. MIL this time round volunteered to take the nite shift, while hubby n I took the day shift. Besides taking care of Jaden during the daytime til night, i was also the driver. Morn reached KK, will eat breakfast 1st, then drive MIL back to Jurong then I drive back to KK again..

Nite, when PILs reached, stayed near to 10pm, then drive hubby n FIL back to Jurong, while MIL stayed... Finally on Wed noon, he can be discharged... dun wish to b so tired coming to n fro, n also ease MIL's burden to stay overnite...

He still need his regular 4 hour interval inhaler, n med to b fed orally n nose drop to b used in his nostrils. When he was awake, using inhaler is so much easier. He saw the mask, he started to cry but at least his face will come towards the mask, but when he is sleeping will b v hard. scream n shout n cry.. coz 1 of the interval is to be at 3am... cannot skip.. must do these for 6 days then observe again.

Luckily this time round no insertion of tubes n etc... phew... more on staying for further observation. Jaden has no appetite, milk intake also much lesser than usual. dun wana eat porridge too. Haiz... when he was in KK, weighed him.. was 11.4kg.. sure will drop again. but no worries, will 'pump' him once he has fully recovered.

Thanks so much for the concern shown to him, when i was back to work yesterday, many of my colleagues came forward to ask abt Jaden. I was touched. Thanks so much. N thanks to my NIE frd Shuzhen, my best pal Kelly n Rod, my mum n my bro, my PILs, my hubby, for these few days.