Random thoughts

I always think of too many things, tats y i dun sleep at nite i suppose. Same for now, hubby is sick sleeping in the room now, n i'm in front of the pc, so many things appearing in front of my mind. Been on mc since last Thur til now, will b back to work tmr. Last week was bcoz of flu, this week bcoz of my vomitting. Well, i tot the vomitting is over but........ hmmmm.. cross fingers pls stop! 1 thing tat bothered me for many years liao: Studies. Actually i did think of pursuing my degree, but in e end think think think, 5 years over liao still stuck here. I always think I'm bad in studying n i cannot handle, somemore no $$... It's so hard for me to get a diploma loh, let alone a degree. how to handle? somemore my heart has always not been in career. I koe with a degree, it's easier to get a job out there, n esp with my profession, is even more easier, somemore I'm a local, diploma is specialised in the language, not general. but i just couldn't make myself to register. Dun wish to end up giving up halfway, n yet dun wish to make myself suffer. Hubby n I are not good in studying, n have no fate with books. Both of us r just dip holders, holding a simple job with simple pay. No luxury no nothing. I dun dare to pin too high hopes on Jaden bcoz his parents r not clever, how to expect him to b cleverer? I just hope, he can achieve the necessary qualifications needed by that time when he grows up. If he plans to further study, we will try our best to help him lah. Of course, is hope he can achieve something big so tat we can b proud of him. I hope he is also good in character. Clever or good in studies is not the most impt. character is more impt. Now, it's more impossible for me to consider abt degree already. I have more things to handle. Though I dunno if i can do it well, but i will try. I'm glad i have many good n positive frds around me to show me their support, really. it made me more positive.